2.8.21

Beautiful Mess,

Tak pernah terfikir pun at one point in my life, I'll fall in love w one of my childhood friend. Not gonna lie, I used to like him too back when we were in primary school. He's super cute. But we're frienemy. We fall and we are apart now. I'll wait for him. I promised him. Eventho aku tahu dia tak akan pilih aku lagi. A really stupid choice, tapi aku happy bila aku suka dia. Sebab aku betulbetul suka dia. And aku akan terus doakan dia happy selalu for the rest of my life. Bila sayang, doesn't mean you have to have it, sometimes you have to let it go.

But this heartbreak can no longer pain me. My last 5 years relationship fucked up teruk. Who knew that asshole cheated on me for whole 1 year? Lepastu dia boleh teman aku pergi wedding bestfriend aku hahha sial la hidup.

Pandemic is shit but I'll keep myself sane. I promise,